18. A Personal Portal Experience
I share today’s episode on portals and gateways with the following two objectives:
1. To activate your acceptance of your own individual experiences if it is you are having any
2. To open you to the possibility that exists with these portals
I fasted on the 11.11.
I knew this was the opening of the rainbow bridge, leading us into 11.29, heading into the Holy-day Portal season.
It’s tradition at this point to honor this passage, most especially after a year like 2020.
The veils are coming down at dramatic speeds and the energy field is transforming before our eyes.
It was pretty apparent to me when on the 11.11 my menstrual cycle arrived, 5 days before it was supposed to (on the short side) which I had never experienced before. Something shifted and I immediately felt it.
It threw me off all week. I could feel it. There were intense signs that there was a re-write happening, but as usual, I learn to maintain calm and carry about my days on a ‘practical’ basis. Eventually though, the Portal speaks. And when it does, the body listens.
I could feel the intensity of the energy rise with the days that followed. My ability to get on social media, be present with clients, and spend time on technology slowly begins to decrease. Sometimes I push it to the limit, trying to ‘get in’ what I can, knowing that eventually it won’t work. The day came, 11.21. I woke up and felt the Blanket of the Divine wrap me.
It felt heavenly. It had been a while since I felt her (it, him – the Divine is genderless).
I remember simply sitting outside and feeling the breeze hit my face, as the sun touched my skin. Surrendering into the infinite potential of the moment, my body shit down and all that existed was the moment in time. More like outside of time.
That day I had several moments of intense emotional waves. Bliss, gratitude, Heart openings, clarification, Sorrow. The food intake undoubtedly changes. The body begins to experience extreme sensations:
Coldness in the throat
Firing of the palms
Soles of the feet lighting up
Body becoming very weak and fatigued – feeling of soreness (more than just post-workout)
Eyes become heavy and drowsy
Emotional body comes to the surface – extreme sensitivity to environment, sound, interactions, conversations, etc.
Heart sensitivity – starting to see and feel every moment from a place of profound love, understanding, immediate forgiveness, gratitude, sorrow
Feeling a sense of longing for coming back to the remembrance and Being of the Sacred (this one always hits me hard)
And eventually, it was time to go in. you can tell because it’s no longer comfortable to keep your eyes open and neither do you want to. It’s like, there’s nothing holding your attention in the external and there’s something luring you into the darkness of the Internal Void of Possibility.
The deep meditative state that I learned to fight so persistently, I now openly surrender and embrace. At this point, I look forward to it, because I can accept the process. Like my husband reminds me, ‘this is what you’re here to do. I support you through the process. Do it for all of us.’
I used to get annoyed when he would say this. I felt like he was trying to convince me that these situations were normal when clearly they weren’t. But I eventually came to see something really beautiful from each time I came out of them.
My sense of belonging to this world, instead of become less, began to become more.
I realized that he was right.
This is exactly what I came here to do. It’s what I signed up for.
And maybe, if you’re listening or reading this, it’s what you signed up for too. Because you know what?
However it is that you experience these portals, it’s unique and purposeful. There are too many people on this planet that have NO IDEA that these portals even exist!! And its up to those of us who do know, and CAN do something about it, to honor them.
There’s no judgement about what your personal experience around these portals is. And there is also no expectation.
Sometimes, these portals are silent. Nothing on the physical happens. I simply feel still, calm and silent inside.
Sometimes, they knock me the F* out for days. Leaving me practically beat up after a knockout fight with the Universe (I’m the one getting knocked out. This little human body doesn’t stand a chance with the massive light upgrades that come in sometimes).
Either way, it’s all fair game at this point, and there’s no judgement or expectation on any of it.
One thing is for sure, it is always, without a shadow of a doubt, absolutely HUMBLING.
HUMBLING.
HUMBLING.
HUMBLING.
I am reminded, time and time again, that this body is borrowed.
That this life is a Creative Imagination.
That I must step up to this Next New thing if it is that I’m ready to walk my talk.
So, knowing that I may not be available for the rest of the evening, Chris gives me a kiss on the cheek, I pull down my eye mask, and enter my Journey with the Universe/Higher Self/I AM Presence.
The divine mother embraced me immediately. The visions were clear as daylight. Merging the unseen and the seen, each time understanding more and more how these worlds are becoming One before our very eyes.
The amount of Higher Love Frequency coming in at this time has the Potential to rewrite everything. Out memories, our thoughts, our patterns, our behaviors. If you are willing to change, it is willing to help you.
The Will must be there.; Truly, Deeply be there.
There is a sense of coming back Home.
It is undeniable & unmistakable.
A huge rewriting at the cellular level, and you will feel it if you are showing up for these gateways & portals. If you are doing the higher-level work:
Fasting
Ascension practices explained in Divine I AM
Meditation, cleaning the Body, Mind & Spirit
And she will come, to sweep you off your feet.
To humble you down into the Path of Love.
To show you how surrounded and supported you are on the Multi-dimensional Realm.
It’s quiet surreal to see these reminders. These reminders that tell us, we’re not alone. We don’t have to push. We don’t have to follow the footsteps of those that came before. Because there is a better way. There is a lighter way. There is a New Way unfolding of creating the New. And if we could simply get out of the way more often than not, we will be shown. We will be taken by the hand and Given all we need to be given. We will be proven guilty and wrong for believing the false narrative of the past that no longer serves.
Ask yourself,
What beliefs no longer serve?
What am I ready to let go of?
What do I want to create?
How can I benefit the Whole with my love and natural skills?
What fears do I need to face in order to overcome these obstacles and move on to the Next thing?
These are the things that will be shown and clarified to you in the midst of these Portals, if you are open and willing to receive the New Rewrites.
Women, we are being re-written in relationship to our Fertility. How we choose to direct our energy, our love, our skills, our passions, will all determine how the New Earth will support our new creative pursuits.
It is so important at this time to tune into these Energetic waves of transformation, however you choose to do so. I am assisting the best way I can through the content and courses I create so that you may be able to get the most out of them, but ultimately, it depends on how you show up for it all!
Happy navigating!
